Last Day of July

It's the last day of July, and he still doesn't have his passport. Obviously if they told him that it'll be another 2 - 3 weeks he'd either get it the week after next week, or the week after that. If he doesn't get it by the end of August I will be getting very frustrated and upset. His case is past now, it shouldn't cause him anymore trouble. But like I've said, I gave it until the end of September to get here so that gives it a bit more time. I'd just hoped to have him be here by then. By the looks of things, if his passport doesn't get here the week after next week, he could be here around our one year anniversary. That would also be nice, so we could spend our one year anniversary together. And probably have a belated birthday date for me :P

Right now I feel really sick. I have a migraine that is making me feel nauseous. And it just keeps getting worse. I'd hoped to go into town today but if I still feel this crappy later then I probably won't. It sucks because I asked for the car too. It's not like I can't get it another day though. I just wanted to get a couple things in relation to James. But I'm sure they will still be there. It didn't seem like they were selling out too fast. I hope. They were a really good deal so who knows. If not I can probably just find one online...maybe. What they are is solar lights. I already bought 3 online for 3 bucks each. I also bought some ones that look like Christmas tree lights, but they aren't. I have a purpose for them. The one I wanted to get at the store is a mosaic one. If you don't know what those are, type in "mosaic solar lights" and you'll see. At the store I saw them at, they were only 4 bucks so that's why I want to get one there. And worried they might sell a lot of them since they're so cheap. But I'll see.

I just figured they would be more convenient for a nighttime picnic lol. Plus add a little romance, and I just like them because they're pretty. Or they'd be good for anything we want to do at night. We'd probably still do that stuff in October. We'd just have to dress for it cause I'm Canadian and all. We Canadians do crazy stuff. We've had bbqs when it's snowing and campfires during blizzards. I've also eaten ice cream during the winter several times. Winter shouldn't be an "off" season for ice cream. You want an ice cream and it's snowing outside, you go get it gurl (or guy, whoever's reading this).

This migraine seems to be relentless. It started creeping up on me last night and I took some pills early on, hoping it would go away. By the time I fell asleep it was pretty bad and then I woke up during earlier and it was worse then, now it's even worse. Hope I don't get sick. I tried eating a freezie but it didn't seem to help. Usually freezies, popsicles, and ice cream is good for an upset stomach because it's nice and cold and seem to ease the pain sometimes. I guess not in this case. I think the only thing that will help it now is a really strong pill that my mom has - and she's at work. I only take those when nothing else works because they are expensive.

Anyway, mine and James' 10 month anniversary is a week from now. We've been going strong for the past 10 months. We haven't even had a huge fight in that we both wanted to give up on the relationship. We've had arguments, but we get over them quickly. The two of us being introverts helps in that area I think. I've dated extroverts too, and I fought often with them. I also dated an introvert before I dated James, and I didn't fight too much with him either. It's really nice to be with someone (James) who I don't fight with or have to worry about getting mad at me over stupid things that I do. If I can tell he's upset because of something I did, we talk it out and usually we're fine a few minutes later. He's really the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I really want this to work.

Yesterday my mom was saying how all she wants for us (her daughters) is someone who will take care of us and just be there for us. Like my sister for example. She has two jobs, yet her boyfriend who also works (but only during weekdays) comes to see her every weekend and he does special things for her. Plus, he's helping her with the building of the lot of their future home on my dad's property. My mom's known him for quite a while now so she knows he'll be good for her in that way. She was saying how she doesn't know James yet, but he could be that way too, and that's another reason I want him to be here, so that she knows how well he does treat me and how happy I am with him. I know he will put my best interests first. I know he'll take care of me and treat me like how I want to be treated. If we had met in person, we would definitely work out well and my mom could see how awesome he is.

Well, here's to hoping that the weeks we've been waiting for his passport are truly, finally narrowing down. And to hoping that my migraine/stomach ache goes away soon.