I'm so lucky that I finally found someone who does believe in me, and won't give up on me, us or the distance. All I've had most of my life and through my depression was people telling me they couldn't handle it, tell me not to talk about it with them anymore or just walk out of my life entirely, and that includes friends. I've had some guys I've dated pretty much tell me straight up that they prefer to be with someone who is happier and confident, and you can imagine how that made me feel - even worse. It also sucks when you try to talk about your problems with someone and they brush it off only to talk about their own problems.
I love that James fully accepts everything I am even if I can be a pain sometimes, and I know it. I also accept everything that he is, even his odd quirks. That doesn't matter to me, I still love him and I thank God everyday that James commented on that photo of mine or else we would never have met. It's strange how fate works.
James said there was a lot of signs pointing to him meeting someone in a different country (probably Canada) and I wasn't having any luck with guys here wanting to be with me. He'd pretty much given up on the girls in New York as well. It was just the right time for us to meet I guess, and when we get past this first seven months before we finally meet in person, I'm sure we'll be able to overcome anything <3
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