Our First Meeting is Soon

It'll be mine and James' five month anniversary a week from tomorrow (Friday). I know five months isn't a long time technically, but I'm just surprised at how well things have been going with him. Honestly even though we haven't met in person yet, he's treated me better than any guy I've dated here. It's so nice to be with someone that I can fully be myself around. Plus he makes sacrifices for me, like calling out of work to spend special days talking to me, or getting people to switch with him so he doesn't have to do night shifts (night shifts mean we can't see each other on skype and we can only talk for a couple of hours in the morning before he leaves for work). But I know that'll change when he moves, because he'll have more freedom and we'll be able to go on skype whenever.

It's pretty much the end of February already, and that's crazy. One more day in the month to go and then it's March. And then another week and it's March 7th, and then that means only two months left until I meet him in person. It physically feels like it's going by fast, but mentally it feels like it takes forever. I don't have a job, so waiting all day to talk to him is pretty boring and annoying. But then when he comes online I get a warm feeling in my chest, that I finally get to talk to him again after those hours of waiting.

I have the feeling that our first meeting will be like that, meaning I'll be waiting and anxious the whole time he's coming here. I'm going to be freaking out of course, and so will he. But he'll be leaving on May 6 to begin the drive here, and he'll drive the 6 hours from Massachusetts to Woodstock NB. Then he'll stay at a hotel for the night there to rest up, and finish the next 4 hours from Woodstock to my place. I don't want him to drive 10 hours straight, because that's dangerous and I've driven 24 hours straight with my mom and sister, that was not fun at all, with getting little cat naps here and there. But at least he'll have a full night's rest so hopefully he won't be exhausted when he gets here. That's, if he can get any sleep that night :P I know I won't be lol. I'll look forward to our last skype call before we meet in person, and he'll be going on skype when he is in the hotel to talk to me of course. But I'll probably be awake all night, and I'll be the one exhausted the next day when he gets here.

Well, I think that's all for now, I'm just so excited to meet him and getting anxious too. I hope things work out and I'll get to have him in my arms in 68 days.