No doubt about it...being without them on the days that you're sad or depressed is very hard. I'm having one of those days. And James is at work so I won't be able to talk to him until later. I can send him a note, which I probably will do after I write this.
96 days until I meet him. Somedays it feels longer than others. Somedays I'm just like "omg it's only 96 more days" then other days I'm like "omg 96 days hurry the fuck up already". Our 4 month anniversary is a week from tomorrow, and Valentine's day is in 2 weeks. The time has passed fairly quickly though.
I've been making lists of things I want to do with him while he's here. That list will change, depending on my budget by that time. There are a few things I know for sure I want to do with him. But other things are just time filler ideas for if we're ever bored at some point, which I don't think we will be.
It's strange, having someone drive all the way from New York (or I guess Massachusetts by the time he moves) to meet me. It's kinda hard to wrap my head around. It's also hard to wrap my head around that I've found such an amazing guy, and how lucky it was that we found each other.
Basically we picked May 7th as the day to meet because it'll be our 7 month anniversary and we'd like to spend an anniversary together, as well as it gives him time to get settled in Massachusetts, get a passport and a car, etc. The wait has been torture but it's going to be worth it, I know it. He said that he wants to be together for our one year anniversary as well so I really hope I get a job at some point this year, I'll need one if I'm going to be in an LDR :(
Still no luck on the job end, as you can tell. Never heard back from the last interview so I can pretty much write that one off. I didn't have a good feeling about it anyway. Sigh. I guess I'll keep trying. I think I'm going to try sending my novel off to agencies. I've been rejected a few times before but it's been a while since I've tried so why not try again.
Guess that's all I have to say for now....miss you babe :( <3
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