Well, James is heading out to the passport place earlier than expected today, due to his allergies being bad. He told me that he feels awful but going to the office is worth it for me. I love when he says things like that. I'm a sap, but I love romance.
I'm getting nervous, I won't hear the news until I'm on break at work. I just can't think too much about it or it'll freak me out. I'm just scared that he'll come on and tell me "they said I have to wait another 3 weeks". Even though they said that last time he went, and that was two weeks ago. Ugh. It's driving me nuts, but soon we'll know. I'm praying for good news, but expecting bad. I just don't want to get my hopes up and then be crushed with disappointment like I was last time. Even though I will still be disappointed and depressed if his passport is delayed even more. I just really want things to work out, and I want to meet him. I know he wants to meet me too.
Anyway, I'm leaving for work in a little over an hour. At least it'll keep me busy rather than me being here twiddling my thumbs in anticipation. And I'm still coughing from a cold that I got a week and 2 days ago. It feels like it won't go away. So I guess in a way it's good that he's not coming tomorrow as we had originally planned. I would still be coughing and not feeling like myself.
I'm guessing he's probably at the passport office now, this is when I really wish we had texting so he could just text me and then tell me rather than me having to wait. But, either way I'll know in less than 5 hours.
I just really hope it's good news :(
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