Has anyone ever had trouble communicating as much as me and James do?
I haven't seen him on skype since Sunday. He worked closing on Monday, then skype wouldn't work Tuesday, then he worked close on Wednesday, and now of course skype won't fucking let any calls go through. It just keeps saying "no answer" when I tried to call him, and he said it did the same when he tried to call me. I did updates on my computer today, and since then it has been acting funny. I was fighting with the internet for a while until I finally got it to work again, and then this stupid shit with skype. And of course, guess what, James works closing again tomorrow, while I work in the morning, so I won't get another chance to try until Saturday night after I'm off work :'(
That makes 6 days without seeing each other even on cam, and I miss him so much :( It's pissing me off too. I mean, what's an LDR if you can't even see each other on cam? I know it pisses him off. I guess the only thing we can do is try to find some other video chat site, but there are barely any good ones out there that I want to use. I think it's because he has Windows 7 and I have Windows 8 therefore communication between the two is not as good as it would be if we both had Windows 8 since the programs are slightly different now. That's my theory, since anyone else I talk to on there has Windows 8 and skype works fine. Plus James' crappy internet connection doesn't help either, his is worse than mine sometimes.
Anyway, it's really pissing me off. I was so looking forward to seeing him and then...of course, I can't. I miss him so much. I just want to see his smile again but of course shit fucks up and I can't. I think this is probably the longest since we've started doing this, that we've gone without seeing each other on cam. Well, like I said, I can't try again until Saturday, and hope he doesn't get too many closing days again next week. I'm going to try looking into other video chat programs though, maybe browser based ones would work better.
Well I have to sleep now, I'm working early and I'm tired and still feeling sick from the period cramps attack I had on Wednesday at work. It was very painful and I'm still taking a beating from it. So I'm going to rest now and at least I'll get a note from him tomorrow and get to talk to him while I'm on my break at work.
I just need to see him in person like really soon, I really hope he gets his passport this month so I can see him next month. I hate being in limbo, unable to move forward because we're waiting on something. Sigh. We could use some good news soon :(
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