Being in an LDR

When people say "so you can't find anyone in your town, lol no one in your town likes you?" here's what you tell them:

"Being in an LDR doesn't mean that I am weak and that no one likes me. It means that I am pretty damn special to someone. He cares about me enough that he's willing to overcome all obstacles to be with me."

We connected simply through sending messages, chatting and eventually seeing each other on skype. It's pretty much like hanging out in a real world relationship, only we have a more serious and special connection. We have to be so patient, trusting, honest, open with literally everything. We are 1400kms apart, we live in different countries and are from different cultures. Yet, our souls are connected in such a way that it feels like he is here with me all the time.

So, no one likes me, huh?

I'm feeling melancholy. Missing James a lot tonight since he works night shift. But at least he's calling out of work tomorrow so that I'll get to talk to him in the morning before I go to work, and also he'll rest from all the drama and emotions he's been going through with his cousin's death and everything.

I'm really looking forward to the day that he tells me he got his passport so we can finally move forward and set a new date and begin planning things again. Just that now we're still stuck, and it's kinda frustrating.

Sorry for the short entry, I might write better tomorrow.